ScreamingOverdose

You wanna know why this date is important to you? It's not because it's the day your 'family' fell apart, It's because it's the day you finally realised that not everyone cares about you enough to stick around. Fuck everything you say you are, I've seen the things you say you believe in and the things you value and live by, but none of them define you in any sort of way because you are the sort of person who will live through your unimportant lethargic life, wondering where your drama is. But don't worry, you wont find it. You'll create it. Look the fuck around you man, everywhere you go, everything you do and everything you say has a

I'm in the fight of my life. But I'm not calling for a hero. I'm going to be my own. I'm setting out to survive.

I think i'd like to see you sinking. It could be like a scene from a beautiful movie. - One where everybody dies. I wouldn't mind seeing you drenched in chemicals. I think I'd find some comfort in the cleansing. - You'll just stop being there. One day all the things I hate will just blur. You'll be in there too.

You hesitate, every time you hesitate, Why am I so different for you? Is it really that hard to let through what you feel? We both know it's there but you're so stubborn. I get you don't want to be hurt again, But you really need to learn to trust me. You're the only one who knows what it is to feel this, We're the only ones that care about the time it takes. Is that sympathy still there for me? Because I really don't need it anymore. And no, you won't ever know, Because I'm too proud to tell you. For you, i'll always know it, know this about you, Because you never stopped feeling this.